Halo Rea, semangat *mode loyo*
Aku sudah kuliah sekarang, kuliah kedokteran, tapi aku......seketika masuk ke dalam titik jenuh. Tiidak bisa merasakan euphoria yg terselip di dalam kesibukannya. Introvert saya berjalan kembali Rea. Entahlah kenapa aku begini, padahal tidak ada rasa capek selama kuliah, pulang habis ke rumah biasa aja, pergi malem ambil tugas yang mendadak tau merupakan pengalaman yang berbeda.
It supposed to be a good way to have fun. But i am kinda lost my colors, just for study and drive. Musik pun bukan pelarian terbaik saat ini. bercerita ke cermin juga bukan.
God, all i wanna be is to be a great doctor. But how? if i always just be a not ordinary but less ordinary girl like this? I wanna move on! oh come on!
I always feel that i am not as clever as my friends are, i don't even know what they're talking about. The only talking that make sense to me just their jokes. Oh my, why am i becoming the person that i am not used to be? This is annoying and tiring. I don't have any escape. I need different place to study i guess, try another good activities that consume many times.
This is ain't good.
